somewhere in my memories

When it comes to somebody you ever loved, you can never really forget about the feeling.
The emotions that lingers inside you, with a drop of rain, with a verse in the songs, with a sentences written in the book or your phone screen.It will sprung to light and makes you often wonder the possibilities, the what-ifs.

Yesterday i was talking to an old friend, whom i had a crush on couple hundred months ago (yeah, that long) when suddenly i just snap at her and said things that i wish i said it back then...but now i have to apologize and take it back because its hundreds of month to late.

People tend to say that if it does not work, you better forget it.But i have learn that you never really forget about anything that involved your feelings, your heart.Its just buried deep.

My friend said to me once "when you hear an old song, and you remember somebody you ever care.That means you are actually forget about them already.Because you can never bring them into your thoughts without something to trigger it."