What If

Do you ever ask this question in your life ?

What if there is no Heaven or Hell ?

What if there is no consequences of what you have done after life ?

I try to answer this Question....

There will be alright.

Yeah that is my answer.I will still doing a lot of crazy things i do now.I still keep helping people the best i could, just for the sake of feeling good when i do that.

I don't care about heaven or hell, i just life my life to the fullest, be somebody God created me to be.

Sometimes an annoying people, to give a chance for that people to thank God that no other people they know like me.

Sometimes be a bad person, so that people could feel the feeling of forgiveness.

Sometimes be the silliest people, so another people could feel more secure when they do silly things.

Sometimes give a hard time to people, so that people could thank God if they get an easy time.

Shut up and live !!!

That's what i will do,i will never tell people how they should live their life, because there is no consequences after life.You cannot scare people to do good things so they can avoid hell.So, what will you do ? you will be less talking and more living.So, there is only and only an example to make them understand that if you do good you get good results.
Instead of talk them to death.is it ?

*Scratching my head*


*Get a cup of water*


*Watch some TV show*


*try to get some sleep*


-= END =-

BLEEP !

Pembunuh lingkungan atau...pembunuh keturunan ?

Kaga tau kenapa tiba2 gue jadi pengen nulis mengenai illegal logging.

Gue bete banget sama mereka karena maen hantam ajah tuh hutan2 kita.

Gue sempet lihat2 di artikel-artikel mengenai hal ini dan sangat mengerikan kalau tindakan itu di biarkan.Di katakan di artikel itu hutan akan habis dalam waktu 10-15 tahun kedepan.WHAT !!!

Berarti nanti gue cuman bisa cerita sama cucu gue.."dulu engkong pernah ngeliat badag bercula 1,pohon jati yang tingginya 10 meter, harimau yang bentuk kupingnya seperti sayap kupu-kupu dan lain2.

Hiks kasihan amat cucu gue...dan juga cucu yang motongin hutan sembarangan.Bayangkan tidak ada daerah untuk menampung air hujan, membuat oksigen dan menahan efek rumah kaca.Gile yah mereka kaga mikir kali kalau yang nanti rugi adalah anak dan cucu mereka juga atas perbuatan ini.
DUH..DUH !!! orang2 berduit itu kadang menjengkelkan....

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned ?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain ?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind ?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind ?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
In a cirle, in a hoop that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you there he's been
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain ?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind ?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind ?

How high does the sycamore grow ?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper-skinned
We just sing with all the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all the colors of the wind
You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all colors of the wind

Colors of the wind by Vannessa Williams

Dengerin lagu ini gue jadi sedih dan hampir menitikan air mata.All you own is earth until...sedih ga sih ? coba deh dengerin lagunya dan resapi maknanya.

Ayo kita mulai menentang illegal logging dengan menggunakan kertas2 yang bisa di daur ulang atau menggunakan 2 sisi kertas...sayang kalau tidak di pakai bulak balik.

Single parent...a contemplative journey.

There is something tingle about what ellen wrote in her blog.She have a thought to have a child without father, not a bastard one…it’s just unbiological or the anonimousity of the father, The lack of man present to raise the child.See i can even describe it right.

The interesting part is a lot of people decide to support her idea (that’s include me).I sometimes contemplate about this kind of stuff (maybe not that often that it ever cross my mind).But what if i have to raise a kids without the presence of a mother role in my child life ? Is she/him can grow a "normal" way of life with all the complete sexuality concept of both gender?Maybe, they will understand and look up to the fact that their father made a choice, a personal and inmoral (doesn't have a moral weight or issue) choice.

How can i give them the understanding of procreation ? Male/Female sexuality ? in their early age of course.Making a living with a both role of parents is not as simple as it looks, maybe you will have the time and the money but do you really have an enermous heart and will to undergo all the challenge ? It's of course not an unwanted life,but a life base purely on a consequences of my own action.

Dad, why jason have a mother ? where is my mother ? if a female have to give birth to a baby, who is it that brought me to this world ? How a man deliver a baby ?What if i have a mom ? and all the question i have to answer brightly or wisely or both.

I couldn't imagine it right now but maybe someday if a force of life make me come to that moment i can figure it out somehow.

Well thank kind of thought is sure need a heck of thinking to choose.When life offer you a choice to make your future..will you take it ? or you let other to decide what is your future ? Since the main argument is a "Negara Beragama", do we really need a country to decide how we live our life ?Is it really matter if there is a member of the country who decide to have a kids without a complete parents ? i mean it is okay if it's not a "choice"(divorce, diceased, nature disaster ..did i say divorce ?).Then why if its a personal choice ? There is a couple person i know already live this life in this "Negara Beragama".

Way from what we call a religion or any other outside rule to bind us (love maybe include in it) just ask that Question again to yourself. "If something happen and you try to make a choice for your life, do you want to take it...or you just follow the rule and wondering what might happen for the rest of your life ?

BE STRONG AND TAKE COURAGE FOR THE WORLD MIGHT WON'T GO YOUR WAY !

But life will always find a way as long as you have love and choose to live it.

Quick Update

This is my first week in my new office.The first three days I waste it in cycle meeting for marketing, I think it’s very awkward actually you know, you have to attend a big meeting at your first day of job.I was totally blank and quite exhausted.But it never make me stop learning, I learn a lot actually.A neat trick in marketing the product and also product knowledge.
This is very busy week.But I like it, there is a lot to be done in this company, a part that I can take to make a change, I hope I’m not mistaken.