Setelah membaca beberapa tulisan mengenai perempuan dan RUU Pornography gue jadi semakin tertarik untuk mengomentari RUU ini.
Mungkin ini ada hubungannya dengan tulisan gue yang ini.
Pertanyaan dari Rancangan ini adalah: kenapa perempuan dijadikan sebagai objek?(memang tidak menerakan jenis kelamin,tapi hal yang paling di soroti dalam undang-undang ini) apakah tepat di keluarkan undang2 ini ? Barusan baca bahwa di amerika pernah diterbitkan undang-undang seperti ini yang akhirnya tidak jalan, hanya berhasil membredel karya sastra (bah salah tujuan bertajuk "ulysess" yang 'katanya' berbau pronografi.kok keliatannya indonesia tidak ada studi banding dan mengikuti hal2 yang gagal dilakukan negara maju yah?
Kenapa juga pornografi di urusin lebih heboh dari undang-undang korupsi ?Padahal masih banyak yang harus di benahi di negara ini ketimbang hal yang masih tidak jelas (batasannya).Kenapa ga sibuk menggodok Undang undang pendidikan dan dana RAPBN untuk pendidikan tersebut?
Apakah benar akibat undang-undang ini dikeluarkan akan mengecilkan angka pelecehan seksual, tindak pemerkosaan dan kejahatan seksual lainnya ? it is yet to be known (atau kita bisa lihat undang-undang negara lain yang udah pernah kaga jalan).
As simple as it's sound apakah kita sudah mempertimbangkan benar-benar dampak dari undang-undang ini ?
Menurut gue pembodohan secara masal mengenai sesualitas dan penyangkalan bahwa seksualitas adalah bagian dari manusia yang tidak bisa terlepas begitu saja.Belom lagi hipokritas akan menjadi hal yang tersuburkan dengan adanya undang-undang ini.
Kenapa ada tari perut di Arab ?Pornografi kah ? Bagaimana dengan tayub,ledhek,cokek apakah itu merupakan pornoaksi?atau kesenian?
kita harus menghancurkan candi di borobudur karena ada pahatan kamasutra ? lingga dan yoni?karena itu adalah pembelajaran pornografi ?
Infact as far as i concern justru pornografi harus di ajarkan di sampaikan dengan sangat terbuka dan lugas sehingga bisa membangkitkan dignity dan harga diri manusia untuk menilainya, bukan di tutup-tutupi sehingga malah mengundang penasaran tanpa tau konsekwensi dan sebab musabab.
What you resist,persist !!
Ini adalah semboyan orang-orang yang mengerti bagaimana alam raya bekerja.Manusia selalu mengatasi kendala dan opresi that what they are good at.(lihat dari teori evolusi,survival to the fittest,film jurrasic park) Nature (which consist human being) will always find it's way.
Mari kita tilik angka kejahatan seksual di negara yang membuat orang menutupi seksualitasnya...bandingkan dengan yang bebas? tidak lebih kecil,sering kan kita mendengar pelecehan seksual sampai kejahatan seksual terjadi pada TKW kita yang bekerja di Arab Saudi? Siapa yang salah ?
Seperti apa sih undang-undang tersebut akan melindungi kita dari hal yang namanya pronografi? siapa sih yang butuh undang-undang itu? ibu-ibu yang takut anak laki-lakinya melecehkan perempuan,atau suaminya melirik perempuan lain yang kebetulan bisa merawat tubuhnya lebih baik ? atau orang-orang yang dirugikan karena tidak memiliki sensualitas ? Untuk polisi yang kelimpungan menangani kasus kejahatan seksual(karena harus fokus menangkap koruptor)?
Sebenernya sama membingungkan seperti kenapa cewe pake beha dan celana dalam warna warni dengan berbagai model/tipe (kan kaga ada yang lihat kecuali muhrimnya).Undang-undang ini juga membingungkan bagi gue,Menurut gue tujuan undang undang ini tidak jelas dan lebih tendensius ke perempuan, karena mau tidak mau suka tidak suka perempuan adalah proyeksi keindahan yang sudah sangat mengakar di (hampir) semua budaya(is it bad?).
"What the hell are you babling out ??? yo kerja lagi !!!"
Egh iya *sambil di tarik-tarik sama bos* Perempuan sama seperti laki-laki harus bebas mengekspresikan tubuhnya dan punya hak yang besar terhadap tubuhnya sendiri.So please deh jangan jadi orang hipokrit...situ anaknya banyak juga karena istrinya situ mempergunakan tubuhnya dan sensualitasnya.
"IYA bosss saya kerja lagiiii"
Friday, February 24, 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Bagaikan pungguk merindukan Bulan
Ga pernah tau bagaimana bisa orang miskin (terutama cowo) bisa punya pacar yang kaya ?
Kadang gue berfikir kalau itu terjadi sama gue betapa kasihan cewenya.Waktu single sering jalan ke luar negri dan bergaul di kalangan jet zet.Pas pacaran sama gue boro boro keluar negri, keluar kota ajah susah hehehehehe...Belom lagi kudu makan di emperan atau di pinggir jalan (banyak loh makanan enak di sana).
Gue punya temen yang waktu kecil kaga diperbolehkan jajan di pinggir jalan sama orang tuanya.Ketika makan bakso abang-abang di depan rumah gue dia terlihat menikmati sekali, gue sampe terharu hehehehehehe...basonya sih emang enak.
Don’t judge me wrong, i am not a low self esteem person.But hey just face the fact that you don’t have enough money to pay through all the activity.
Bagaimana elo tau bahwa dia (pacar gue) akan bahagia mengikuti semua aktivitas seperti gue ? Apakah dia bakal kangen sama kebiasaan-kebiasaan jet zet dia ?
Gue punya teman yang tidak pernah bilang terima kasih sama pembantunya....atau tidak pernah merasa tidak enak hati bila ada temannya yang melayani dia seperti pembantu.Contoh : Udah nitip belanjaan,berat-berat,nalangin duitnya dulu,kaga dikasih ongkos, maunya buru-buru dan harus nganterin pula ke rumahnya karena dia telepon elo dan nyuruh elo seperti itu duh.... (padahal kacungnya atau pembantunya lebih dari 4 orang) and guess what ? not even disuruh masuk hahahahahahah elo cuman di cegat di depan rumah sama kacungnya trus udah di titipin duitnya yang pas dengan harga belanjaannya.
Apakah kekuatan cinta mampu menghadapi semua perbedaan ? Kok kaya di sinetron yah ? tapi akhir-akhir ini gue jadi berfikir untuk hal yang satu ini.Could i live with that ?the answer is a fair maybe.Gimana pacaran sama orang yang bulak balik singapore kaya pergi ke WC ? padahal gue paspor ajah blom punya hihihihihihi...pertarungan antara nurani dan akal sehat....apalagi kalau orangnya spoiled (with all the money it could easily happen).Giliran ada pertengkaran kecil dan yang di butuhkan hanya a mere apology, tapi dia malah mencoba untuk membelikan elo sesuatu yang elo tau bahwa dengan gaji elo yang sekarang elo harus nabung beberapa bulan (kaga bole di pake bahkan untuk ongkos ke kantor) baru bisa ke beli....yang lebih parah lagi setelah itu dia beranggapan bahwa semuanya sudah beres dan bisa kembali ke tabiat sedia kala.
Apakah cinta bisa dihargai dengan uang...tentu tidak ....tapi uang bisa membuat segala sesuatu menjadi mudah...bahkan mempertahankan cinta (hueks !!).
Gimana kalau suatu hari dia cerita mengenai negara yang belom pernah elo kunjungi, kalau cerita ajah sih ga apa-apa gimana kalau dia mengajak kita diskusi mengenai negara tersebut hahaahhahah..that's easy you just say "i never been there so what is the next topic ?"
Kaga ngerti juga sih kalau begitu jadinya.Kebiasaan yang dia lakukan bertahun-tahun, budaya keluarga, apa yang dia pelajari dan lihat di luar negri,siapa teman-temannya dan banyak hal lain yang harus di hadapi ketika bersama dia.
PS: apa yang gue tulis di sini adalah hasil pemikiran saja,in real life gue kaga pernah di gituin atau meng gitu kan orang.Hopefully.
Kadang gue berfikir kalau itu terjadi sama gue betapa kasihan cewenya.Waktu single sering jalan ke luar negri dan bergaul di kalangan jet zet.Pas pacaran sama gue boro boro keluar negri, keluar kota ajah susah hehehehehe...Belom lagi kudu makan di emperan atau di pinggir jalan (banyak loh makanan enak di sana).
Gue punya temen yang waktu kecil kaga diperbolehkan jajan di pinggir jalan sama orang tuanya.Ketika makan bakso abang-abang di depan rumah gue dia terlihat menikmati sekali, gue sampe terharu hehehehehehe...basonya sih emang enak.
Don’t judge me wrong, i am not a low self esteem person.But hey just face the fact that you don’t have enough money to pay through all the activity.
Bagaimana elo tau bahwa dia (pacar gue) akan bahagia mengikuti semua aktivitas seperti gue ? Apakah dia bakal kangen sama kebiasaan-kebiasaan jet zet dia ?
Gue punya teman yang tidak pernah bilang terima kasih sama pembantunya....atau tidak pernah merasa tidak enak hati bila ada temannya yang melayani dia seperti pembantu.Contoh : Udah nitip belanjaan,berat-berat,nalangin duitnya dulu,kaga dikasih ongkos, maunya buru-buru dan harus nganterin pula ke rumahnya karena dia telepon elo dan nyuruh elo seperti itu duh.... (padahal kacungnya atau pembantunya lebih dari 4 orang) and guess what ? not even disuruh masuk hahahahahahah elo cuman di cegat di depan rumah sama kacungnya trus udah di titipin duitnya yang pas dengan harga belanjaannya.
Apakah kekuatan cinta mampu menghadapi semua perbedaan ? Kok kaya di sinetron yah ? tapi akhir-akhir ini gue jadi berfikir untuk hal yang satu ini.Could i live with that ?the answer is a fair maybe.Gimana pacaran sama orang yang bulak balik singapore kaya pergi ke WC ? padahal gue paspor ajah blom punya hihihihihihi...pertarungan antara nurani dan akal sehat....apalagi kalau orangnya spoiled (with all the money it could easily happen).Giliran ada pertengkaran kecil dan yang di butuhkan hanya a mere apology, tapi dia malah mencoba untuk membelikan elo sesuatu yang elo tau bahwa dengan gaji elo yang sekarang elo harus nabung beberapa bulan (kaga bole di pake bahkan untuk ongkos ke kantor) baru bisa ke beli....yang lebih parah lagi setelah itu dia beranggapan bahwa semuanya sudah beres dan bisa kembali ke tabiat sedia kala.
Apakah cinta bisa dihargai dengan uang...tentu tidak ....tapi uang bisa membuat segala sesuatu menjadi mudah...bahkan mempertahankan cinta (hueks !!).
Gimana kalau suatu hari dia cerita mengenai negara yang belom pernah elo kunjungi, kalau cerita ajah sih ga apa-apa gimana kalau dia mengajak kita diskusi mengenai negara tersebut hahaahhahah..that's easy you just say "i never been there so what is the next topic ?"
Kaga ngerti juga sih kalau begitu jadinya.Kebiasaan yang dia lakukan bertahun-tahun, budaya keluarga, apa yang dia pelajari dan lihat di luar negri,siapa teman-temannya dan banyak hal lain yang harus di hadapi ketika bersama dia.
PS: apa yang gue tulis di sini adalah hasil pemikiran saja,in real life gue kaga pernah di gituin atau meng gitu kan orang.Hopefully.
Monday, February 06, 2006
The seach within
Soulmate,The search Within
I was writing a blog about soulmate earlier, and i think it’s about time i write another one in this blog.I don’t really feel i have a soulmate for now, not that in romantic way of course.Infact that’s what i want to write about now.Being somebody’s soulmate (maybe) is not so tough at all.You just have to be a little bit of somebody who have an awareness,not too much thinking about yourself, but be a lot of of yourself.It’s the chemistry that will glue you with that person.Of course you need to share a lot of common interest with them, and that is your starting point.
First of all, do soulmate really exist ? Well, the answer is between yes or no, it depends about what do you think relationship is.Is it have to be mutual ? or it could go one way.The hardest part in building a relationship is you never know what the expectation in the other line of relationship.We try such and such just to figure it out.If i do this or that, is it makes them mad ? makes them cry ? makes them happy ?
It’s almost keep our insanity at bay but that’s just the way it is.We try so hard until we forget that the essence of togetherness is.....being together...not to be somebody to make them laugh or happy (or sad too of course).So i will start from that.Soulmate is about togetherness not have to be so physically about it but better in heart and mind.
Soulmate is somebody you can be comfortable with,by even imagine them you can find a scent of soothing experience.Soulmate is somebody “quote from ellen : where your soul and them clenched together”.Its like being one with God...well,uuhmmm....more or less.(can i say better than orgasm ?? heheheheh..).
So, when we feel that unity with somebody (even when we just knew them for less than 1 hour, than we might be meet our soulmate).But of course it can be build as well (such unity) we can try all the things to build that kind of relationship,it’s not a nurture versus nature things...it’s like both in the diffrent package.
The question number two is : How many are they ? the answer is as many as you want, once again it’s a decission things...not even a destiny.Ellen got at least 3 of them.I got around 3-4 of them.Well, it doesn’t matter if they don’t feel the same as you do.That’s the most important part of being a soulmate, you are in a constant breathing in and out of the universe.Who said relationship is a stagnant things ?
The third question is : Is it gonna last forever ? as queer as it begin and so when it’s end.It’s a decission wether you want to hold that relationship forever or not.In all other relationship there is always a time when it will look like on dormant state.When we cannot reach each other physically or emotionally and i think it is a normal state of everything that dinamically in motion.
Conclussion : Is a soul mate worth a try (to find) ? It sure is.You just can’t find a better time spending your life without it.Love base relationship that fill out a lot of hole in my soul.
I was writing a blog about soulmate earlier, and i think it’s about time i write another one in this blog.I don’t really feel i have a soulmate for now, not that in romantic way of course.Infact that’s what i want to write about now.Being somebody’s soulmate (maybe) is not so tough at all.You just have to be a little bit of somebody who have an awareness,not too much thinking about yourself, but be a lot of of yourself.It’s the chemistry that will glue you with that person.Of course you need to share a lot of common interest with them, and that is your starting point.
First of all, do soulmate really exist ? Well, the answer is between yes or no, it depends about what do you think relationship is.Is it have to be mutual ? or it could go one way.The hardest part in building a relationship is you never know what the expectation in the other line of relationship.We try such and such just to figure it out.If i do this or that, is it makes them mad ? makes them cry ? makes them happy ?
It’s almost keep our insanity at bay but that’s just the way it is.We try so hard until we forget that the essence of togetherness is.....being together...not to be somebody to make them laugh or happy (or sad too of course).So i will start from that.Soulmate is about togetherness not have to be so physically about it but better in heart and mind.
Soulmate is somebody you can be comfortable with,by even imagine them you can find a scent of soothing experience.Soulmate is somebody “quote from ellen : where your soul and them clenched together”.Its like being one with God...well,uuhmmm....more or less.(can i say better than orgasm ?? heheheheh..).
So, when we feel that unity with somebody (even when we just knew them for less than 1 hour, than we might be meet our soulmate).But of course it can be build as well (such unity) we can try all the things to build that kind of relationship,it’s not a nurture versus nature things...it’s like both in the diffrent package.
The question number two is : How many are they ? the answer is as many as you want, once again it’s a decission things...not even a destiny.Ellen got at least 3 of them.I got around 3-4 of them.Well, it doesn’t matter if they don’t feel the same as you do.That’s the most important part of being a soulmate, you are in a constant breathing in and out of the universe.Who said relationship is a stagnant things ?
The third question is : Is it gonna last forever ? as queer as it begin and so when it’s end.It’s a decission wether you want to hold that relationship forever or not.In all other relationship there is always a time when it will look like on dormant state.When we cannot reach each other physically or emotionally and i think it is a normal state of everything that dinamically in motion.
Conclussion : Is a soul mate worth a try (to find) ? It sure is.You just can’t find a better time spending your life without it.Love base relationship that fill out a lot of hole in my soul.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
I laugh at the devil because i can
I got this junk *grin* from ellen newest blog.
It's somewhat funny word game...even thou the reasult for me is not as funny as her.
First, write down the sentence of your birth month
January- I wrestled
February- I slapped
March- I murdered
April- I looked at
May- I had sex with
June- I slept with
July- I laughed at
August- I stabbed
September- I shot
October- I made love to
November- I masturbated with
December- I crapped
Now, pick the day of your birth
1. A prostitute
2. An Asian
3. A woman with thick moustache
4. A drunken homeless
5. Santa Clause
6. A playboy bunny
7. A married mom
8. My stuffed bunny
9. Your mom
10. A playboy bunny
11. A football player
12. The devil
13. My Lettermans Jacket
14. My teacher
15. The Rock
16. A DVD player
17. A pencil sharpener
18. The phone
19. My computer
20. A pornstar
21. The tape measurer
22. The lamp
23. The "Lurah"
24. Governor Schwarzenegger
25. Mr. Incredible
26. A transvestite
27. A goat
28. Your hot sister
29. George Bush
30. A tape recorder
31. The printer
Then the first letter of your last name
A- Because I like chocolate
B- Because I was bored
C- Because my pants were on too tight
D- Because I am a homosexual
E- Because I had a frying pan
F- Because I didnt get any presents for
Christmas
G- Because I like eggs
H- Because the world will end tomorrow
I- Because I slit my wrists
J- Because I dont have a bf/gf
K- Because I like football
L- Because I love slumber parties
M- Because I was masturbating
N- Because my heart is two sizes too small
O- Because fruit cakes fly
P- Because Im lonely
Q- Because my parents fight a lot
R- Because Im horny
S- Because I Can
T- Because I hate school
U- Because I was drunk
V- Because I wanted to
W- Because it calms me
X- Because I like brownies
Y- Because I like to spoon
Z- Because I need to masturbate
Now gather it to became a sentence just like mine.
I LAUGH AT THE DEVIL BECAUSE I CAN
It's somewhat funny word game...even thou the reasult for me is not as funny as her.
First, write down the sentence of your birth month
January- I wrestled
February- I slapped
March- I murdered
April- I looked at
May- I had sex with
June- I slept with
July- I laughed at
August- I stabbed
September- I shot
October- I made love to
November- I masturbated with
December- I crapped
Now, pick the day of your birth
1. A prostitute
2. An Asian
3. A woman with thick moustache
4. A drunken homeless
5. Santa Clause
6. A playboy bunny
7. A married mom
8. My stuffed bunny
9. Your mom
10. A playboy bunny
11. A football player
12. The devil
13. My Lettermans Jacket
14. My teacher
15. The Rock
16. A DVD player
17. A pencil sharpener
18. The phone
19. My computer
20. A pornstar
21. The tape measurer
22. The lamp
23. The "Lurah"
24. Governor Schwarzenegger
25. Mr. Incredible
26. A transvestite
27. A goat
28. Your hot sister
29. George Bush
30. A tape recorder
31. The printer
Then the first letter of your last name
A- Because I like chocolate
B- Because I was bored
C- Because my pants were on too tight
D- Because I am a homosexual
E- Because I had a frying pan
F- Because I didnt get any presents for
Christmas
G- Because I like eggs
H- Because the world will end tomorrow
I- Because I slit my wrists
J- Because I dont have a bf/gf
K- Because I like football
L- Because I love slumber parties
M- Because I was masturbating
N- Because my heart is two sizes too small
O- Because fruit cakes fly
P- Because Im lonely
Q- Because my parents fight a lot
R- Because Im horny
S- Because I Can
T- Because I hate school
U- Because I was drunk
V- Because I wanted to
W- Because it calms me
X- Because I like brownies
Y- Because I like to spoon
Z- Because I need to masturbate
Now gather it to became a sentence just like mine.
I LAUGH AT THE DEVIL BECAUSE I CAN
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Blogging Type
Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical |
 You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll! |
Hohohohooh emang bener....iya ga sih ?
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
One of those Challenging Day
Sometimes in life..SH!T HAPPEN.
This is an example of those SH!T that happen in my life.
*Breath in...breath out*
*Breath in...breath out*
*Breath in...breath out*
*Breath in...breath out*
*Breath in...breath out*
LIFE - Des'ree
Ooh, Yeah
Oh yeah
Oh Life
Oh Life
I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in the park
When there's no one else around
Oh I get the shivers
I don't wanna see a ghost
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
Watch the evening news
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders
I keep a rabbits' tail
I'll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there
Bungee jumping, I don't care
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life
So after all's said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun
If you really want to
Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Oh life, oh life..
Monday, January 23, 2006
Keep Dancing !!
Having inspiration from Ellen blog about Indian and the beauty of it, i want to share a story about indian also.
The story begin with an Indian culture (which is true or not, i don't really know) about rain summoning dance.It's a ceremonial dance to summon rain (duh).
Once every five years there is a big meeting between all the indian tribe that nominate who is the best shaman (witch doctor,elder who lead the dance and incatation) who can summon rain from each and every dance they do.
There was one tribe that can always invoke rain from their summoning dance, and the great shaman get interviewed by other tribes shaman.
"what is the secret in your dance ? is it the incatation ? the move ? the sacrifice ? what is it ?"
The Great Shaman :"tell me the chance of raining from all your dance ?"
"It's fifty-fifty chance that every dance we perform can invoke rain"
The Great Shaman then explain them about their method, all of them listen very carefully and taking note about it.After the great shaman finished explaining all the audience murmuring and mumbling about the method."why, its the same method we use in all the tribe, there is nothing special about the method"
"O great Shaman please tell us the secret, there must be some secret that you did not tell us about the ceremony".
Finally with whisper the great shaman say "Gather around and i will tell you the secret"
The crowd gather around closer to hear the "GREAT SECRET OF 100% GUARANTEE RAIN DANCING CEREMONY"
After the crowd gather closer the great shaman whisper to them.
"The secret of our dancing is : WE KEEP DANCING UNTIL THE RAIN FALL"
Sometimes we give up too early.
Thomas alpha Edison fail 1000 times to invent a light bulb.
Wright Brother's fail a dozen times to create the first flying machine.
Colonel Sanders get turn down 1008 times for his Friend Chicken recipe.in his late 60s.
All the Great People fail more then us the mediocre.
So next time you try something...KEEP DANCING UNTIL the RAIN fall !!
The story begin with an Indian culture (which is true or not, i don't really know) about rain summoning dance.It's a ceremonial dance to summon rain (duh).
Once every five years there is a big meeting between all the indian tribe that nominate who is the best shaman (witch doctor,elder who lead the dance and incatation) who can summon rain from each and every dance they do.
There was one tribe that can always invoke rain from their summoning dance, and the great shaman get interviewed by other tribes shaman.
"what is the secret in your dance ? is it the incatation ? the move ? the sacrifice ? what is it ?"
The Great Shaman :"tell me the chance of raining from all your dance ?"
"It's fifty-fifty chance that every dance we perform can invoke rain"
The Great Shaman then explain them about their method, all of them listen very carefully and taking note about it.After the great shaman finished explaining all the audience murmuring and mumbling about the method."why, its the same method we use in all the tribe, there is nothing special about the method"
"O great Shaman please tell us the secret, there must be some secret that you did not tell us about the ceremony".
Finally with whisper the great shaman say "Gather around and i will tell you the secret"
The crowd gather around closer to hear the "GREAT SECRET OF 100% GUARANTEE RAIN DANCING CEREMONY"
After the crowd gather closer the great shaman whisper to them.
"The secret of our dancing is : WE KEEP DANCING UNTIL THE RAIN FALL"
Sometimes we give up too early.
Thomas alpha Edison fail 1000 times to invent a light bulb.
Wright Brother's fail a dozen times to create the first flying machine.
Colonel Sanders get turn down 1008 times for his Friend Chicken recipe.in his late 60s.
All the Great People fail more then us the mediocre.
So next time you try something...KEEP DANCING UNTIL the RAIN fall !!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
THE MOON REPRESENTS MY HEART
THE MOON REPRESENTS MY HEART
You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you...
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.
You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you...
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.
* Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.
* You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.
* ** Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.
This is really a great love song.if you want to hear it you can download it here.
But you must have a Windows media player 9 or above.It’s in .wma extention.
Theresa teng (A great chinesse singer) Sing this song.
YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing ye zhen
wo de ai ye zhen
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing bu yi
wo de ai bu bian
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
* qing qing de yi ge wen
yi jin da dong wo de xin
shen shen de yi duan qing
jiao wo si nian dao ru jin
* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
* ** ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you...
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.
You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you...
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.
* Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.
* You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.
* ** Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.
This is really a great love song.if you want to hear it you can download it here.
But you must have a Windows media player 9 or above.It’s in .wma extention.
Theresa teng (A great chinesse singer) Sing this song.
YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing ye zhen
wo de ai ye zhen
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing bu yi
wo de ai bu bian
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
* qing qing de yi ge wen
yi jin da dong wo de xin
shen shen de yi duan qing
jiao wo si nian dao ru jin
* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
* ** ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Going where the wind blows
Someone said life is for the taking
Here I am with my hand out waiting for a ride
I've been living on my great expectations
What good is it when I'm stranded here
And the world just passess by
Where are the signs to help me get out of this place
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows
Here I sit halfway to somewhere
Thinking about what's in front of me and
what I left behind
On my own, supposed to be so easy
Is this what I've been after
Or have I lost my mind
Maybe this is my chance coming to take me away
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows
Here I am walking naked through the world
Taking up space, society's child
Make room for me, make room for me,
make room for me
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool
Going where the wind blows
By : Mr Big
Have you ever feel like once in your life time you sure about what you do ? Recently i am feeling that way too.When i made a decission about it, all the things that i think will come to be my obstacle in the journey seems to vanish.I pray to God that i really want this thig to be happen in my life,and it is.Well, at least it feels so real and clear.
Guess when i say that life is for the taking,i feel like all the world try to help me doing it.I never know how or why but it’s just happen.I do what i can do and such,the making of the new reality....my reality.
Here I am with my hand out waiting for a ride
I've been living on my great expectations
What good is it when I'm stranded here
And the world just passess by
Where are the signs to help me get out of this place
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows
Here I sit halfway to somewhere
Thinking about what's in front of me and
what I left behind
On my own, supposed to be so easy
Is this what I've been after
Or have I lost my mind
Maybe this is my chance coming to take me away
If I should stumble on my moment in time,
How will I know
If the story's written on my face, does it show
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool going where the wind blows
Here I am walking naked through the world
Taking up space, society's child
Make room for me, make room for me,
make room for me
Am I strong enough to walk on water
Smart enough to come in out of the rain
Or am I a fool
Going where the wind blows
By : Mr Big
Have you ever feel like once in your life time you sure about what you do ? Recently i am feeling that way too.When i made a decission about it, all the things that i think will come to be my obstacle in the journey seems to vanish.I pray to God that i really want this thig to be happen in my life,and it is.Well, at least it feels so real and clear.
Guess when i say that life is for the taking,i feel like all the world try to help me doing it.I never know how or why but it’s just happen.I do what i can do and such,the making of the new reality....my reality.
Friday, January 13, 2006
I SEE YOUR SMILE
This song dedicated to a girl somewhere.If you read this words..it might be you.
I, get a little tongue twisted
Every time I talk to you
When I see you
And I'm so glad that you just missed it
The way I stared
To memorize your face
To kiss you in my mind
Love you all the time
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I've taken too many chances
Searching for the truth in love
That's in my heart
Tell me if I made the wrong advances
Tell me if I've made you feel ashamed
'Cause I know I have to do this
Would you hold my hand right through it
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please, believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I had to let you know
Just what would happen
Yes, I had to let
You know the truth
I know I've got to do this
Would you hold my hand right through it
Would you
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I know now this
Is true when I
Tell you I love you
BY: GLORIA ESTEFAN
This is all time favorite song of mine.It really represent the state i am feeling about somebody...somehow.
Being in love is something we thought....or feel ?
Because usually i hear people say "I think i'm in love with you" is it really a process of thinking instead of feeling ?
Thing's are that love is the urge to be with it,or a constant changes of feeling that put you on the endless loop of roller coaster ride.How can you feel sick and sobber at the same time ?
If only....Being in love is so simple.
I, get a little tongue twisted
Every time I talk to you
When I see you
And I'm so glad that you just missed it
The way I stared
To memorize your face
To kiss you in my mind
Love you all the time
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I've taken too many chances
Searching for the truth in love
That's in my heart
Tell me if I made the wrong advances
Tell me if I've made you feel ashamed
'Cause I know I have to do this
Would you hold my hand right through it
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please, believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I had to let you know
Just what would happen
Yes, I had to let
You know the truth
I know I've got to do this
Would you hold my hand right through it
Would you
'Cause when I close my eyes
I still can see your smile
It's bright enough to light my life
Out of my darkest hour
Please believe it's true
When I tell you I love you
I know now this
Is true when I
Tell you I love you
BY: GLORIA ESTEFAN
This is all time favorite song of mine.It really represent the state i am feeling about somebody...somehow.
Being in love is something we thought....or feel ?
Because usually i hear people say "I think i'm in love with you" is it really a process of thinking instead of feeling ?
Thing's are that love is the urge to be with it,or a constant changes of feeling that put you on the endless loop of roller coaster ride.How can you feel sick and sobber at the same time ?
If only....Being in love is so simple.
Thursday, January 12, 2006
You do the impossible things
Lately all my posting is not deep enough, well at least that's what my friend tell me.
I wanna share with you my recent thought base on my experience,i just build a kind of relationship with God.I feel that me and Her is quite a teammates.
I often pray to God to be my team.To support me...so here is the deal i made with Him.
I DO WHAT I CAN DO
YOU DO WHAT IMPOSSIBLE
I think it's fair, because sometimes i'll do the impossible myself.But recent experience told me that if you really want it, you too can do what i think "the impossible" at the first place.
Of course God (as any other teammates) always trying to slacking of in the shadow of "you are my greatest creation" thingy.but, when She do it, She will do it in a blink.
It's kinda suprise that i could build such a relationship,He the guy afterall so that's what i always talk to Him like that.
Sometimes i wonder how close i am with my maker (parents and God),the answer is so differ from time to time, it depends on how my mood are.Sometimes i think i change,but sometimes i think they change.But, no matter is the answer i find that changes is unavoidable.Love that constant is not love, love must change as any creation as God's.
Well i guess i'm still enjoying this kind of relationship ^_^.
I must tell you that i don't like sucking up on anybody,and that include God.
I wanna share with you my recent thought base on my experience,i just build a kind of relationship with God.I feel that me and Her is quite a teammates.
I often pray to God to be my team.To support me...so here is the deal i made with Him.
I DO WHAT I CAN DO
YOU DO WHAT IMPOSSIBLE
I think it's fair, because sometimes i'll do the impossible myself.But recent experience told me that if you really want it, you too can do what i think "the impossible" at the first place.
Of course God (as any other teammates) always trying to slacking of in the shadow of "you are my greatest creation" thingy.but, when She do it, She will do it in a blink.
It's kinda suprise that i could build such a relationship,He the guy afterall so that's what i always talk to Him like that.
Sometimes i wonder how close i am with my maker (parents and God),the answer is so differ from time to time, it depends on how my mood are.Sometimes i think i change,but sometimes i think they change.But, no matter is the answer i find that changes is unavoidable.Love that constant is not love, love must change as any creation as God's.
Well i guess i'm still enjoying this kind of relationship ^_^.
I must tell you that i don't like sucking up on anybody,and that include God.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
KALEIDOSKOP 2005
Tidak terasa akhirnya sampai juga di Tahun yang baru lagi.Seperti biasa gue selalu menerbitkan kaleidoskop hidup gue selama satu tahun ini untuk mencoba memberikan sneak and peek untuk temen2 gue yang pengen tau apa saja yang seorang Sondi alami selama tahun 2005.
I mind you, bahwa apa yang gue tulis adalah apa yang gue pikir terhadap apa yang terjadi sama gue...atau fakta-fakta yang terjadi sama gue pada tahun ini, jadi silahkan leave your comment if you have another point of view on that matter which is diffrent than me.
Seperti biasa juga periode akan dibagi tiga per 4 bulan jadi ada awal tahun (Januari-April) , tengah tahun(Mei-Agustus) dan akhir tahun (September – Desember).Perbedaan dari tahun lalu,Dengan adanya kecanggihan teknologi maka sekarang kaleidoskop ini akan diterbitkan di 2 Blog gue Friendster dan Blogger , Kalau udah begini gue kaga perlu mengemail temen-temen gue dengan junk mail hahahahahah..ada yang ngerasa ini junk mail ga yah ?
Well, minimal yang kaga mau tau kaga usah baca dan kaga dapet email tahun ini...atau gue emailin ajah linknya hahahahahah...sama ajah yah.Minimal cuman satu baris kalimat.
Kalau gitu mari kita mulai perjalanan ini,semoga gue bisa inget semua hal-hal penting yang terjadi sama gue selama tahun ini.
PERIODE I
Semangat tahun baru dibuka dengan hal yang sangat menyenangkan.
Karena gue punya banyak uang di tabungan hasil dari ngirit dan rejeki nomplok pada bulan November tahun lalu.Menyenangkan juga ngeliat saldo di buku tabungan sekarang.Aman,nyaman dan terus berkembang.
Hehehehehehe...padahal mah kaga gede-gede amat sih...gaji manager juga masih lebih gede...tapi seneng ajah karena itu merupakan perwujudan dari resolusi gue tahun kemaren 2004 bahwa gue pengen punya balance yang bagus di rekening tabungan gue tahun 2005.*buka-buka kaleidoskop 2004*.
Di bulan Febuari gue ketemuan sama temen lama yang ngajakin gue untuk ikutan Choir (koor).Akhirnya gue bisa menyumbang suara gue yang cempreng ini untuk memuji Tuhan,alhasil gue diterima di sana untuk suara tenor (HAH TENOR ?!?).
Mulailah rutinitas latihan tiap hari Rabu jam 7:30 (kadang jam 8 kurang) menjadi bagian dari hidup gue.Nama Choirnya “The Immortal” walaupun kalau ada gue waktu latihan kita (kita? Gue doang kali) lebih mirip “The Immoral” hahahahahahha...but it’s about cheering up the party.Kita servicenya di gereja Theresia menteng Jam 11.00 tiap hari Minggu.Misanya dalam bahasa Inggris karena memang kebanyakan yang hadir adalah expatriate.Lagu-lagu yang kita nyanyikan yah dalam bahasa Inggris juga kalau kaga bahasa latin.
Ga berasa latihan sudah berjalan hampir 3 bulan dan saatnya kita pentas untuk paskah, actually kita dapet malam Paskah (Lent) dan Jumat agung (Holy Friday ?).Oh iya kalau selesai nyanyi (Lagu penutup) kita bisanya dapat applause dari para pengunjung misa.Seumur2 gue ikutan misa di tempat lain, jarang sekali Choirnya dapet applause.Ini ada sampel lagu - lagu yang bisa di putar di Media Player (karena ext nya .wma) tapi kudu download dulu.Maaf yah mungkin kualitasnya tidak sebagus rekaman dari studio...karena Cuma pake tape recorder semata.
PERIODE II
Periode ini diawali dengan di pindahkannya kantor gue ke Pejompongan (Gedung sendiri dan masih baru) yang tadinya ada di Mampang.Karena Logistik adalah Team Pindahan makanya gue juga ikutan, Hari jumat lembur sampe jam 12 malam.Sabtu sampe jam 10 malam, minggu sampe jam 8 malam ck...ck...ck...untung di bayar...gile bener tuh lemburan gue kenceng banget.Kena sampe 700 rebu untuk upah lembur gue doang.Ha ha ha kalau mikir duitnya sih seneng..tapi kalau mikir kerjanya...mendingan libur di rumah ajah dah kaya yang lain.
Juga di perpanjangnya kontrak gue sebagai karyawan di perusahaan ini dengan kenaikan gaji tentunya yang (duh malu banget nyebutnya).Anyway mayan dah buat ongkos.karena gara2 pindah ke kantor baru ongkos gue naik 3 kali lipat...huaaaaa..gaji hanya naik 10 persen huaaaaaaaa lagi.kok kenaikan BBM tidak naik gaji yah ?? *Garuk-garuk*
Juni-Juli adalah waktu yang paling sangat tidak enak bila engkau berada di bisnis telekomunikasi.Ketegangan ada di mana2 dengan dead line dan segala masalah finansial yang terjadi.Barang-barang material yang belom di kirim dan hal yang kadang kalau di pikir-pikir bisa di selesaikan sama anak kecil kok yah orang gede kaga bisa mecahin yah ?
So cerita gue juga bakalan begitu-begitu ajah padal bulan juni dan juli, kecuali hal yang sangat indah terjadi pada akhir juli...hmmm can’t remember the date though tapi gue inget suasana dan momentnya...waktu itu pas selesai tugas choir tiba-tiba ada yang nyanyi happy birthday,waduh gue semangat banget asik nih pulang gereja bisa makan-makan karena ada yang ulang tahun.Gue ikutan nyanyi kenceng banget..tapi pas bagian “Happy birthday dear.....Sondiiiii ....happy birthday to you “ HUAAAAA...gue kaget ternyata temen choir gue inget sama ultah gue....gue terharu banget,dapet kartu dan kado yang gue pengen banget...”Harry Potter : The half Blood Prince” yang hard Cover.Duhhh Gue bener-bener takjub dan merasa terkesan banget.That is the Birthday i will never forget (that’s why i wrote it in my blog).Agustus is always a Crappy moment for live, nothing so special to hear but i can tell you about the moment i start my diet to make my suit for my sister wedding fit nicely.It really work at the first month but i blew it in the very day i wear it.
PERIODE III
Akhir tahun biasanya terjadi rollercoaster in my life...tapi thanks God keliatannya tahun ini lebih banyak gembiranya daripada kaganya...pertama sih gara2 pembagian bonus di kantor Mwahahhaha..ha..ha....mayan daripada bengong.Trus, ada lagi diet gagal karena tiap malam makanannya enak BAH !.Atau gara2 libur lebaran membuat badan serasa di ternak (makan, tidur, maen) banyak duit bikin kita pengen makan makanan enak all the time.Trus ada lagi ngepas jas yang udah bisa di kecilin...akhirnya kekecilan gara-gara napsu makan tak terkendali hhahahahhaha BAH !!.Oh iya gue juga (akhirnya bisa naik pesawat) pergi ke Makassar dan Manado untuk bikin laporan stock opname homebase.
Sayang kaga foto-foto pemandangannya BAH !! Trus ada lagi pernikahan adik gue nah ini asik banget nihhh...
tuh beberapa fotonya ...maaf kalau kaga jelas, maklum ajah pake kamera HP dan waktu itu suasananya temaram hehehehehe...Love life...duh aneh nih yang satu ini jadi gue rada males juga ngejelasinnya...yang pasti memang bukan fokus utama gue tahun ini, yang datang silahkan yang tidak jadi datang juga kaga apa-apa.Temen-temen..hmmmm Tahun ini temen gue bisa di bilang sangat berarti.
Apalagi dapet kunjungan dari Sukmo...salah satu orang yang suka ngasih gue quote yang aneh-aneh di kaleidoskop gue yang lalu.
The big suprise is Febby istrinya lagi Hamil hmmm...jadi pengen tau keadaan mereka sekarang*mencet-mencet tombol telepon*.
Desember Adalah bulan penuh berkah...kenapa ? Karena THR keluar hahahahah...beu..dan gue semakin dimantapkan bahwa harus punya usaha sendiri karena kalau jadi pegawai terus dengan gaji segitu...diprediksi bakalan cukup untuk nikah (dengan suasana yang mendekati angan-angan gue) ketika umur gue 45 tahun hiiiyyyy...amit-amit.
Well trus ada kesibukan Natal yang sangat asyik...Choir di gereja yang sempet panik karena soundsistemnya error (ternyata masalahnya hanya belom di colok power dan kabel ke speakernya)
Pentas Natal di Bar MAD DOG
Acara Pot luck yang tidak gue hadiri, diganti dengan acara “mo di jodohin karena masih jomblo sama temen nyokap”.Well, that’s a WRAP !
QUOTE OF THE YEAR
Bila harus mendefinisikan tahun ini dengan satu kalimat maka kalimat itu adalah:
“If you think about it,Dream about it, see it so clearly and you think it is too good to be true but,’hey i think i can try it’ then it can happen”.
RESOLUSI
Untuk tahun baru ini gue ga terlalu banyak resolusi, gue belajar bahwa kalau ingin punya kehidupan yang lebih baik gue harus meninggalkan zona kenyamanan gue dan berubah.Gue paham harus “give up something for a while to have that something forever.”
1. Gue pengen membangun usaha sendiri sampai berkembang dan stabil.Cross your finger.
2. Pengen punya badan lebih sehat (duh udah 3. tahun nih resolusi) masih tetep ajah.Olah raga teratur.
3. Tingkatkan baca buku yang membangun dan positive.
Udah ah cukup 3 ajah dari pada nanti kebanyakan fokusnya susah.Maklum masih pentium I blom bisa multy tasking.
I mind you, bahwa apa yang gue tulis adalah apa yang gue pikir terhadap apa yang terjadi sama gue...atau fakta-fakta yang terjadi sama gue pada tahun ini, jadi silahkan leave your comment if you have another point of view on that matter which is diffrent than me.
Seperti biasa juga periode akan dibagi tiga per 4 bulan jadi ada awal tahun (Januari-April) , tengah tahun(Mei-Agustus) dan akhir tahun (September – Desember).Perbedaan dari tahun lalu,Dengan adanya kecanggihan teknologi maka sekarang kaleidoskop ini akan diterbitkan di 2 Blog gue Friendster dan Blogger , Kalau udah begini gue kaga perlu mengemail temen-temen gue dengan junk mail hahahahahah..ada yang ngerasa ini junk mail ga yah ?
Well, minimal yang kaga mau tau kaga usah baca dan kaga dapet email tahun ini...atau gue emailin ajah linknya hahahahahah...sama ajah yah.Minimal cuman satu baris kalimat.
Kalau gitu mari kita mulai perjalanan ini,semoga gue bisa inget semua hal-hal penting yang terjadi sama gue selama tahun ini.
PERIODE I
Semangat tahun baru dibuka dengan hal yang sangat menyenangkan.
Karena gue punya banyak uang di tabungan hasil dari ngirit dan rejeki nomplok pada bulan November tahun lalu.Menyenangkan juga ngeliat saldo di buku tabungan sekarang.Aman,nyaman dan terus berkembang.
Hehehehehehe...padahal mah kaga gede-gede amat sih...gaji manager juga masih lebih gede...tapi seneng ajah karena itu merupakan perwujudan dari resolusi gue tahun kemaren 2004 bahwa gue pengen punya balance yang bagus di rekening tabungan gue tahun 2005.*buka-buka kaleidoskop 2004*.
Di bulan Febuari gue ketemuan sama temen lama yang ngajakin gue untuk ikutan Choir (koor).Akhirnya gue bisa menyumbang suara gue yang cempreng ini untuk memuji Tuhan,alhasil gue diterima di sana untuk suara tenor (HAH TENOR ?!?).
Mulailah rutinitas latihan tiap hari Rabu jam 7:30 (kadang jam 8 kurang) menjadi bagian dari hidup gue.Nama Choirnya “The Immortal” walaupun kalau ada gue waktu latihan kita (kita? Gue doang kali) lebih mirip “The Immoral” hahahahahahha...but it’s about cheering up the party.Kita servicenya di gereja Theresia menteng Jam 11.00 tiap hari Minggu.Misanya dalam bahasa Inggris karena memang kebanyakan yang hadir adalah expatriate.Lagu-lagu yang kita nyanyikan yah dalam bahasa Inggris juga kalau kaga bahasa latin.
Ga berasa latihan sudah berjalan hampir 3 bulan dan saatnya kita pentas untuk paskah, actually kita dapet malam Paskah (Lent) dan Jumat agung (Holy Friday ?).Oh iya kalau selesai nyanyi (Lagu penutup) kita bisanya dapat applause dari para pengunjung misa.Seumur2 gue ikutan misa di tempat lain, jarang sekali Choirnya dapet applause.Ini ada sampel lagu - lagu yang bisa di putar di Media Player (karena ext nya .wma) tapi kudu download dulu.Maaf yah mungkin kualitasnya tidak sebagus rekaman dari studio...karena Cuma pake tape recorder semata.
PERIODE II
Periode ini diawali dengan di pindahkannya kantor gue ke Pejompongan (Gedung sendiri dan masih baru) yang tadinya ada di Mampang.Karena Logistik adalah Team Pindahan makanya gue juga ikutan, Hari jumat lembur sampe jam 12 malam.Sabtu sampe jam 10 malam, minggu sampe jam 8 malam ck...ck...ck...untung di bayar...gile bener tuh lemburan gue kenceng banget.Kena sampe 700 rebu untuk upah lembur gue doang.Ha ha ha kalau mikir duitnya sih seneng..tapi kalau mikir kerjanya...mendingan libur di rumah ajah dah kaya yang lain.
Juga di perpanjangnya kontrak gue sebagai karyawan di perusahaan ini dengan kenaikan gaji tentunya yang (duh malu banget nyebutnya).Anyway mayan dah buat ongkos.karena gara2 pindah ke kantor baru ongkos gue naik 3 kali lipat...huaaaaa..gaji hanya naik 10 persen huaaaaaaaa lagi.kok kenaikan BBM tidak naik gaji yah ?? *Garuk-garuk*
Juni-Juli adalah waktu yang paling sangat tidak enak bila engkau berada di bisnis telekomunikasi.Ketegangan ada di mana2 dengan dead line dan segala masalah finansial yang terjadi.Barang-barang material yang belom di kirim dan hal yang kadang kalau di pikir-pikir bisa di selesaikan sama anak kecil kok yah orang gede kaga bisa mecahin yah ?
So cerita gue juga bakalan begitu-begitu ajah padal bulan juni dan juli, kecuali hal yang sangat indah terjadi pada akhir juli...hmmm can’t remember the date though tapi gue inget suasana dan momentnya...waktu itu pas selesai tugas choir tiba-tiba ada yang nyanyi happy birthday,waduh gue semangat banget asik nih pulang gereja bisa makan-makan karena ada yang ulang tahun.Gue ikutan nyanyi kenceng banget..tapi pas bagian “Happy birthday dear.....Sondiiiii ....happy birthday to you “ HUAAAAA...gue kaget ternyata temen choir gue inget sama ultah gue....gue terharu banget,dapet kartu dan kado yang gue pengen banget...”Harry Potter : The half Blood Prince” yang hard Cover.Duhhh Gue bener-bener takjub dan merasa terkesan banget.That is the Birthday i will never forget (that’s why i wrote it in my blog).Agustus is always a Crappy moment for live, nothing so special to hear but i can tell you about the moment i start my diet to make my suit for my sister wedding fit nicely.It really work at the first month but i blew it in the very day i wear it.
PERIODE III
Akhir tahun biasanya terjadi rollercoaster in my life...tapi thanks God keliatannya tahun ini lebih banyak gembiranya daripada kaganya...pertama sih gara2 pembagian bonus di kantor Mwahahhaha..ha..ha....mayan daripada bengong.Trus, ada lagi diet gagal karena tiap malam makanannya enak BAH !.Atau gara2 libur lebaran membuat badan serasa di ternak (makan, tidur, maen) banyak duit bikin kita pengen makan makanan enak all the time.Trus ada lagi ngepas jas yang udah bisa di kecilin...akhirnya kekecilan gara-gara napsu makan tak terkendali hhahahahhaha BAH !!.Oh iya gue juga (akhirnya bisa naik pesawat) pergi ke Makassar dan Manado untuk bikin laporan stock opname homebase.
Sayang kaga foto-foto pemandangannya BAH !! Trus ada lagi pernikahan adik gue nah ini asik banget nihhh...
tuh beberapa fotonya ...maaf kalau kaga jelas, maklum ajah pake kamera HP dan waktu itu suasananya temaram hehehehehe...Love life...duh aneh nih yang satu ini jadi gue rada males juga ngejelasinnya...yang pasti memang bukan fokus utama gue tahun ini, yang datang silahkan yang tidak jadi datang juga kaga apa-apa.Temen-temen..hmmmm Tahun ini temen gue bisa di bilang sangat berarti.Apalagi dapet kunjungan dari Sukmo...salah satu orang yang suka ngasih gue quote yang aneh-aneh di kaleidoskop gue yang lalu.
The big suprise is Febby istrinya lagi Hamil hmmm...jadi pengen tau keadaan mereka sekarang*mencet-mencet tombol telepon*.
Desember Adalah bulan penuh berkah...kenapa ? Karena THR keluar hahahahah...beu..dan gue semakin dimantapkan bahwa harus punya usaha sendiri karena kalau jadi pegawai terus dengan gaji segitu...diprediksi bakalan cukup untuk nikah (dengan suasana yang mendekati angan-angan gue) ketika umur gue 45 tahun hiiiyyyy...amit-amit.
Well trus ada kesibukan Natal yang sangat asyik...Choir di gereja yang sempet panik karena soundsistemnya error (ternyata masalahnya hanya belom di colok power dan kabel ke speakernya)
Pentas Natal di Bar MAD DOG
Acara Pot luck yang tidak gue hadiri, diganti dengan acara “mo di jodohin karena masih jomblo sama temen nyokap”.Well, that’s a WRAP !
QUOTE OF THE YEAR
Bila harus mendefinisikan tahun ini dengan satu kalimat maka kalimat itu adalah:
“If you think about it,Dream about it, see it so clearly and you think it is too good to be true but,’hey i think i can try it’ then it can happen”.
RESOLUSI
Untuk tahun baru ini gue ga terlalu banyak resolusi, gue belajar bahwa kalau ingin punya kehidupan yang lebih baik gue harus meninggalkan zona kenyamanan gue dan berubah.Gue paham harus “give up something for a while to have that something forever.”
1. Gue pengen membangun usaha sendiri sampai berkembang dan stabil.Cross your finger.
2. Pengen punya badan lebih sehat (duh udah 3. tahun nih resolusi) masih tetep ajah.Olah raga teratur.
3. Tingkatkan baca buku yang membangun dan positive.
Udah ah cukup 3 ajah dari pada nanti kebanyakan fokusnya susah.Maklum masih pentium I blom bisa multy tasking.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
The Choirs
the piano player, she is cute but when she is angry (usually because we are slacking off) she could give you "the look" or "The yell" which will make your guts plummet to the floor.
This is What we do if we see a Piano and a mike,damn we are good.(at eve's wedding)
Bellow is the picture we take at 24 December 2005.
The main Sopranos...or part of the sopranos. We will miss you Dee
Elsa the new member and Louisa the Sopranos. Elsa look so Aristocrate with that outfit.
The altos in the shadow of the mike stand. Amaaaaaziiing...voiceeee how sweet the sound.
The Tenors or what's we call "the MAN", "The Jeve", "the Guy". Did you see Luciano Pavorotti ??All i can look is Farid Hardja dress.
Sorry boys and girls...no Basses...because they all start to scram when i bring the camera.We are shy when we in the "high note situation".
LAST BUT SURELY NOT LEAST
Yea rite you need that thing help to have sex...when you are basses (just kidding).Taken at Mad Dog on Christmas eve.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Aku bukan milikmu
Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
sekarang kau pergi menjauh
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
dan kumohon maafkan aku
aku menyesal tlah membuat mu menangis
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
pasti itu terbaik untukmu
janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
aku bukanlah untukmu
meskiku memohon dan meminta hatimu
jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
untuk diriku
sekarang kau pergi menjauh
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
dan kumohon maafkan aku
aku menyesal tlah membuat mu menangis
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
tapijangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
pastiitu terbaikuntukmu
janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
aku bukanlah untukmu
meskiku memohon dan meminta hatimu
jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
untuk diriku By:Rossa
Kenapa yah lagu ini tuh mellow banget ?
Gue suka lagu ini gara2 nonton cuplikan sinetron...
Heheheheheh...percaya deh kaga ada pengalaman pribadi yang gue alami sesuai dengan lagu ini.
Cuman rasanya gimana gitu ngebayangin bahwa ada seorang perempuan menyanyikan lagu ini buat gue.
Yang gue pikirkan...kira2 apa sikap gue ? maksud gue akhirnya perempuan yang gue sangat sayangi akhirnya mengaku bahwa dia mulai mengharapkan gue...sementara gue udah punya pacar (Akhirnya).
Mungkin gue bakalan balas dengan nyanyiannya Ratu yang teman tapi mesra kali yah hahahhahahahaha...
Anyway thanks to God .... gue ga pernah merasakan ini...andaikata pernah pun...sudah lewat kali yah masanya.
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
sekarang kau pergi menjauh
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
dan kumohon maafkan aku
aku menyesal tlah membuat mu menangis
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
pasti itu terbaik untukmu
janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
aku bukanlah untukmu
meskiku memohon dan meminta hatimu
jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
untuk diriku
sekarang kau pergi menjauh
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
dan kumohon maafkan aku
aku menyesal tlah membuat mu menangis
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
tapijangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
pastiitu terbaikuntukmu
janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
aku bukanlah untukmu
meskiku memohon dan meminta hatimu
jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
untuk diriku By:Rossa
Kenapa yah lagu ini tuh mellow banget ?
Gue suka lagu ini gara2 nonton cuplikan sinetron...
Heheheheheh...percaya deh kaga ada pengalaman pribadi yang gue alami sesuai dengan lagu ini.
Cuman rasanya gimana gitu ngebayangin bahwa ada seorang perempuan menyanyikan lagu ini buat gue.
Yang gue pikirkan...kira2 apa sikap gue ? maksud gue akhirnya perempuan yang gue sangat sayangi akhirnya mengaku bahwa dia mulai mengharapkan gue...sementara gue udah punya pacar (Akhirnya).
Mungkin gue bakalan balas dengan nyanyiannya Ratu yang teman tapi mesra kali yah hahahhahahahaha...
Anyway thanks to God .... gue ga pernah merasakan ini...andaikata pernah pun...sudah lewat kali yah masanya.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Skipping Christmas ?
This year i've been thinking about skipping a Christmas...actually that's what i thought about it at the beginning of this month.Sudennly i realize something that it's not about who i am.Christmas is too big for just a guy with an idea to forget Christmas.
I Receive a lot of things to do this Christmas, one of the thing is my Choir duty on Theresia Church.
I have a so called Christmas Concert at MAD DOG (it's a bar somewhere in cilandak industrial estate).
A pot luck at Lorna's House at 25 December.
I also have a special gathering with my family..try to have a Christmas dinner somewhere in Jakarta at 25th December.
Need a big Quality time to think about what i've been through for this years...well i guess it's time for me to make a Kalaeidoscope again.
Making a New Years Resolution for the B-I-G Year of 2006.
Last but not Least i wanna say to all of you:
HAVE A BIG MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A MARVELOUS HAPPY NEW YEAR.MAY THE BLESSING AND THE PEACE WILL BE WITH YOU AND ALL YOUR FAMILY
Dashing through the snow
In a one-horse open sleigh,
Over the fields we go,
Laughing all the way;
Bells on bob-tail ring,
making spirits bright,
What fun it is to ride and sing
A sleighing song tonight, O
Jingle bells, jingle bells,
jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh [repeat]
Now the ground is white
Go it while you're young,
Take the girls tonight
And sing this sleighing song;
Just get a bob-tailed bay
two-forty as his speed
Hitch him to an open sleigh
And crack! You'll take the lead
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh. [repeat]
Hey, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh.
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh.
Jingle bells, jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh.
Jingle bells, jingle all the way!
O what fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Nasty but Ridiculously funny
I've been reading one of this blog i got from The outcast forum.It's a Blog that specialize in giving a nasty (somewhat barbaric truth) comment about Indonesian celebrity dress and make up performance.
That Blog is a mix between a creative words,funny comment,anger,envy and all the feelings that's been around the world since Pandora open the box.
I don't really paying attention to any others code of dress thingy,but reading this blog make me aware of what must i wear or not.
The all say that clothing reflect people...But how far do they really define the people is yet to be judge.
Memang sih ada beberapa artis yang dandanannya amit2.....
That Blog is a mix between a creative words,funny comment,anger,envy and all the feelings that's been around the world since Pandora open the box.
I don't really paying attention to any others code of dress thingy,but reading this blog make me aware of what must i wear or not.
The all say that clothing reflect people...But how far do they really define the people is yet to be judge.
Memang sih ada beberapa artis yang dandanannya amit2.....
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Christmas Joy is when you can spend all your time with someone you care.Someone that really mean something to you.
It's always a fun at Christmas time, well at least i think so.
I remember the first Christmas celebration i go.It's when i'm in elementary school and i still can remember how is was choosen to be Joseph in the christmas cabaret.The Maria is so shy that when we walk (i have to put my arms around her shoulder) and she get very red in her cheek.
We were so cute back then and i'm still wondering how we can grow into this kind of person.
This Christmas is another special one for i will join a Choir to sing in the church at 24th December.Boy how i wish time goes faster than this.
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten,
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white
ARGGGHHHH...BURUAAAANNN !!!
Monday, December 12, 2005
THE ENERGY
Have you ever been in some place that all surround you is a very positive environment? When all the people have that spark in their eyes, believing there are a better tomorrow to welcome.
I did!!
Look at the crowd!
They are all full of enthusiasm.
From Yahoo dictionary:
ENTHUSIASM
NOUN:
- Great excitement for or interest in a subject or cause.
- A source or cause of great excitement or interest.
- Archaic: - Ecstasy arising from supposed possession by a god.
- Religious fanaticism.
ETYMOLOGY:
Late Latin enthsiasmus, from Greek enthousiasmos, from enthousiazein, to be inspired by a god, from entheos, possessed : en-, in ; see en- 2 + theos, god; see dhs- in Indo-uropean roots.
Enthusiasm
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia.
Enthusiasm (Greek: enthousiasmos) originally meant inspiration or possession by a divine afflatus or by the presence of a god. Today it simply means intense enjoyment, interest or approval.
Originally an enthusiast is a person possessed by a god. Applied by the Greeks to manifestations of divine possession, by Apollo, as in the case of the Pythia, or by Dionysus, as in the case of the Bacchantes and Maenads, the term enthusiasm was also used in a transferred or figurative sense. Thus Socrates speaks of the inspiration of poets as a form of enthusiasm. Its uses, in a religious sense, are confined to an exaggerated or wrongful belief in religious inspiration, or to intense religious fervour or emotion. Thus a Syrian sect of the 4th century was known as the Enthusiasts. They believed that by perpetual prayer, ascetic practices and contemplation, man could become inspired by the Holy Spirit, in spite of the ruling evil spirit, which the fall had given to him. From their belief in the efficacy of prayer, they were also known as Euchites. Several protestant sects of the 16th and 17th centuries were called enthusiastic. During the 18th century, popular Methodists such as John Wesley or George Whitefield were accused of blind enthusiasm (i.e. fanaticism).
In modern ordinary usage, enthusiasm has lost its peculiar religious significance, and means a whole-hearted devotion to an ideal, cause, study or pursuit. Sometimes, in a depreciatory sense, it implies a devotion which is partisan and is blind to difficulties and objections.
It’s so contagious that we really need that for any aspect of our life. I find in my work (any work) that if I feel enthusiast about anything, my colleague also feel the same way. We work more effective within that kind of environment.
Keep your ENTHUSIASM high mate!!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Dating moment...Sontoloyo's Style
This blogpost is a given idea by God after I see a recent blog post by ellen
My favorite place to date is a cinema, although a lot of people don’t agree with me because the environment prohibits us to talk to each other. I think when we go to the movie I can have a time to measure the tolerance of being together. What is the amount of time we could spend for each other without be somebody we don’t want to be. As a pain in the ass I am, and as cranky I was I must test it in this situation. Not to mention if we watch movies we tend to let out our feeling, laughter, sadness and what kind of things that scared us. I always believe that feeling is a true form of who you are right now. People can always in the state of lying until they show us their feelings. That’s why we use fear to interrogate somebody.
I love to eat, once I heard a people say this “You are what you eat” so I can tell a lot from people by the way they eat. Being a pig as I am *LOL* I eat everything. From vegetables, meat , rice ,potatoes, bat (yeah you can imagine that) not that I have a crave of a certain food or anything still I cannot eat things that I know it’s not going to be me who eating that stuff and that include dove meat, goldfish. So, my next favorite place for a date is a restaurant or café or any place that we could get a decent meal. Not to mention the act of romance we could explore in such moment.
The third place in the Sondi’s dating moment is a moment where we can really talk and share much about all the verbal things we want other to know. As I mention in my profile I love to discuss things, sometimes I discuss it deeply, and that would involved a hundreds minutes in process. But I never done that for so long (with a girl), I tend to listen to them. But, if there is a time to do that I prefer not to combo it with another dating moment, it kind of messy after that.
Should I really explain this to you? Have you ever watch someone you really love is sleeping? It was a blissful moment. As angry when they are awake they look so cute when they are sleeping, even thou I cannot say it’s a date, but hey that’s really a moment I like to spend with someone worth to date with. This is not the least I could do in the bedroom with her…but you would call me kinky if I explain other things that you already imagine without I need to tell you to. Except the chain, handcuff and a whip of course, you pervert!!
If you want to know how the person react in not normal situation, bring them to the place they never been before. Try to bear their protest or unusual behavior they throw at you. It could be a fun moment, depend on how you look at the moment. An adventure for both of us is sometimes a great moment to show each other how much we need others and to show a team work that could be our model for a lifetime at least that what I thought about it.
- A good movie is always a good day
My favorite place to date is a cinema, although a lot of people don’t agree with me because the environment prohibits us to talk to each other. I think when we go to the movie I can have a time to measure the tolerance of being together. What is the amount of time we could spend for each other without be somebody we don’t want to be. As a pain in the ass I am, and as cranky I was I must test it in this situation. Not to mention if we watch movies we tend to let out our feeling, laughter, sadness and what kind of things that scared us. I always believe that feeling is a true form of who you are right now. People can always in the state of lying until they show us their feelings. That’s why we use fear to interrogate somebody.
- A good meal is always a lovely time except…
I love to eat, once I heard a people say this “You are what you eat” so I can tell a lot from people by the way they eat. Being a pig as I am *LOL* I eat everything. From vegetables, meat , rice ,potatoes, bat (yeah you can imagine that) not that I have a crave of a certain food or anything still I cannot eat things that I know it’s not going to be me who eating that stuff and that include dove meat, goldfish. So, my next favorite place for a date is a restaurant or café or any place that we could get a decent meal. Not to mention the act of romance we could explore in such moment.
- Sit and talk and drink…..how romantic
The third place in the Sondi’s dating moment is a moment where we can really talk and share much about all the verbal things we want other to know. As I mention in my profile I love to discuss things, sometimes I discuss it deeply, and that would involved a hundreds minutes in process. But I never done that for so long (with a girl), I tend to listen to them. But, if there is a time to do that I prefer not to combo it with another dating moment, it kind of messy after that.
- Oh boy the bedroom thingy
Should I really explain this to you? Have you ever watch someone you really love is sleeping? It was a blissful moment. As angry when they are awake they look so cute when they are sleeping, even thou I cannot say it’s a date, but hey that’s really a moment I like to spend with someone worth to date with. This is not the least I could do in the bedroom with her…but you would call me kinky if I explain other things that you already imagine without I need to tell you to. Except the chain, handcuff and a whip of course, you pervert!!
- In the middle of nowhere could be fun…is it?
If you want to know how the person react in not normal situation, bring them to the place they never been before. Try to bear their protest or unusual behavior they throw at you. It could be a fun moment, depend on how you look at the moment. An adventure for both of us is sometimes a great moment to show each other how much we need others and to show a team work that could be our model for a lifetime at least that what I thought about it.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Nyoba ngeblog pake Ms Word
Sekarang lagi demen banget ngeblog pake Microsoft Word.
Bener bener berguna banget nih alat.Walaupun gue kaga tau sampai dimana kegunaannya.
Seperti biasa dan maaf2 saja bahwa blog baru butuh banyak hal yang kudu di buat dan di coba.Jadi mungkin isinya sampah.
Well, Minimal kaga perlu macem2 sekarang, tinggal buka Word dan ngeblog.Mantap banget dah !
Bener bener berguna banget nih alat.Walaupun gue kaga tau sampai dimana kegunaannya.
Seperti biasa dan maaf2 saja bahwa blog baru butuh banyak hal yang kudu di buat dan di coba.Jadi mungkin isinya sampah.
Well, Minimal kaga perlu macem2 sekarang, tinggal buka Word dan ngeblog.Mantap banget dah !
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